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[alteanprince]

To Lady Sheeda and Lady Eirika, and everyone for that matter.

I've had quite a bit of time to think lately. There's so much trouble, cheating, lying, and disloyalty. My heart has ached so much. I can spend time with those I care for, but it still aches for the truth, honesty, and justice. I must admit that opening my heart to dating once again is a bit difficult. I've been used, cheated on, lied to, and manipulated. It's a bit hard to even consider opening my heart. For now, my heart remains with my country.

Sheeda, I must say I've been rather hurt, ignoring me in favor of others and making me feel like someone to brag about. I feel that I've been passed up for another, someone considered more 'confident' and perhaps more 'handsome'. I know we've spoken about this, but that does not make the situation any less painful.

I feel I'm not the Marth you fell in love with. I come from a time where the Wars have just ended, Akaneia in ruins. My primary goal was not love but restoration. Now it is to return home to continue that goal. If I truly am to marry you in the future, let it be the future. For now, I want to remain friends just as I remember.

Eirika, I've been confused as of late. I feel as though you haven't quite been true to yourself, changing yourself for me. I want you to be true to yourself, be yourself, not who you think I want you to be. In all honesty, I just want you to be you. I love you like a sister, even after all that's gone on.

I know I am a forgiving person. On the battlefield, one must choose his allies wisely. I cannot say that I've chosen what most would consider 'honorable', joining forces with pirates, thieves, and assassins. I know they are not the most honorable, but I trusted them with my life and they never let me down. I find myself in a similar situation right now. I find my allies can be dishonorable but I also find myself forgiving them, something which most cannot understand. It's how I am.

I also must admit to something. My one true love is Altea. That will never change. And right now, I'm not ready to open my heart to anyone else at the moment.

Sincerely,
Prince Marth

Comments

[alteanprince.livejournal.com]

That's how I felt the entire time I've been here.

[pegasusprincess.livejournal.com]

I'm sure we're not the only ones who feel this way. I'm sure others are thinking along the same lines.

[alteanprince.livejournal.com]

I'm certain they are.